Post by noelle on Jun 18, 2008 5:40:53 GMT -6
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[/color][/font] Noelle Rebecca Murray. )[/color][/font]
([/color][/font] no place feels like home. )[/color][/font]
regrets are worthless, the time has passed, and no one understands,
and to say the least, the years have been unfair.
, they holla Kim. and i'm wearing 17 chains. i have 1 split personalities. and their names are Noelle Murray. you can reach me at kimberley_Clutz@hotmail.com.[/center]
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[/color][/font] just rock and roll. )[/color][/font]you can tell your story and coat it any way but you will never change
who you trying to play now.[/center]
, nicknames . Elle
, age/birthday . 17, Feb 10
, occupation . student
, sexuality . Straight
, canon or original . Original
, face claim . Megan Fox
, distinguishing features . She has a few tattos, that have deep meaning online to her. She is has dark drown hair with piercing blue eyes, which is hard to find, at least naturally hard to find.
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[/color][/font] become what you hate. )[/color][/font]how could i have been so blind how could i have ignored so many signs
especially when my friends warned me about your deceptive side.[/center]
, dislikes . bees, spiders, people who lie, cheat steal, cocky people, really spicey food
, fears . losing someone she loves, losing herself, getting attacked by a crazy person, getting seriously injured
, habits . none that she knows off
, strengths . she is very aware of who she is and what she is about, she doesn't need others to speak for her, and she's very athletic
, weaknesses . puppies, and she tries to see the best in some people she should just give up on and ends up getting herself hurt
, goals . live life to the fullest
, secrets . if I told you they wouldn't be secrets! No really, she doesn't have any serious secrets
, personality .
friendly; Noelle enjoys meeting new people
outgoing; she loves to have fun and create fun for other people
loving; it's not hard for her to care about someone
strong-willed; she has her ideas of what she wants to do with her life
stubborn; once she decides something she'll pretty much stick too it
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[/color][/font] get it together. )[/color][/font]maybe we'll see this through if we get it together
maybe i'll get to you. if you get it together.[/center]
, mothers . Christina Hutchison, divorce, remarried
, siblings . Tyler Murray {18}, Landon Murray {20}, Bradon Murray {21}, and then some step brothers and sisters, and half brother and sister
, other relatives . some cousins and aunts/uncles she hasn't seen in awhile
, hometown . California
, current residence . here.
, history . Her life started out perfect. She lived in a big house, with a loving family and brothers who picked on her. Okay maybe the brothers who picked on her, wasn’t so great, but it was only out of their love for her. Once she began to understand what was going on in her household she realized it wasn’t so great. When she was 5 her parents started fighting about her, her mother thought there was something wrong with her, thought she was the devil child or something. She always heard her mother crying about how her dream of having a beautiful baby girl never really came true. It wasn’t like Sara was a bad child, she didn’t do anything wrong, she had great manners. Was no different the any other child or at least she thought she wasn’t. Eventually her father seemed to hit a breaking point, and one day he yelled back at her, yelled for her thinking her child was any less than perfect. The yelling escalated from there and carried on for months.
When her parents separated, Noelle knew it was her fault; everything they fought about had been about her. No matter what anyone thinks a 6 year old is a lot smarter than they are given credit for. At school she wasn’t teased, so for the rest of her childhood she spent it wondering why her mother had hated her so. Her mother left them when she was only 6 years old, and for awhile Noelle saw her every weekend, but for whatever reason her mother couldn’t bear to see her. Every holiday she’d get a card and present from her mother, but from 7 years on she spent every holiday and certain weekends watching her brothers’ leave for their mothers.
Once her teen years came along, she was your typical teenager. She hid the pain of her mother away, putting on a fake smile when her brothers left and returned telling them about their time. Only Tyler knew her real pain, and they two of them were nearly inseparable. In high school, the first day she was known as Tyler’s brother. The girls in the older grade where nice to her, they loved her brother, so they knew in order to keep him in a spot where they could have him they had to welcome her in. Although Noelle still broke off and found her own crowd, within the girls her age.
Sometimes it bothered her that everyone loved her brother, I mean sure the guys liked her, but it was irritating hearing all the girls in your grade gushing about their encounters with him. And what got even more irritating was when her new best friend decided she wanted to date her brother. Sara soon felt like she lost two of the most important people in her lives, as her best friend and her closest brother were always off doing stuff together. This drove Noelle into her first encounter with drugs and alcohol. While her stint with drugs didn’t last long, she didn’t like the way she felt, she became that typical party girl. She¡¦d go out every weekend partying and drinking. Finding a new boy toy every night.
Her father feared for her constant partying and sent her to a month of rehab. Rehab didn’t work and she was back to her partying ways again. Her old best friend tried to butt back into her life again like she had some sort of right.
So now her father was sending her here. Part of Noelle resented him for it, but part of her knew she needed this, for whatever reason, she knew this would be the school where she really found her true self.
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[/color][/font] like a movie. )[/color][/font]tried to forget about living a good life free of positions
make her feel vulnerable she's loved and she's lost.[/center]
, extra, extra .
, What is Nikki's favorite toy?
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