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Jane felt the wind as she ran though the forest. IT had a different feeling not that she was one of them, but it was good. Jane's newly styled hair blew in the wind as her golden eyes glistened. The brown jacket way laid on her delicate porcelain shoulders. Her cream turtle neck clinging to every part of her. a small clinking coming from her thick pink belt that hung slanted the top at her right hip, as it fell to the side of her leg. As her steps quickened her pant were confirmed to be to tight for any human to wear, but Jane? They fit. Jane's speed slowed as the woodland started to thin. Jane sighed for just a few moments, thinking about how great it was that it wasn't raining. Jane fluffed her hair and looked to the sky. If it was raining, then She wouldn't be doing this. It just wouldn't work. Jane stepped into the crowd as the turned to look at her. Jane sighed once more and walked on. She might have like her new home but this she didn't know if she liked to much. Jane looked in the one place vampires would never hang out; The Forks Mall. Jane walked in as a smell of food lingered in the air. A group of guys made whistling noises at her as she walked by. Her note was left on Edwards bed while he was out hunting. It read..
Dear brother,
I want to talk, meet me at the mall, I"ll be easy to find.
Jane
Jane picked the mall because it would bring comfort to both of them. Jane blinked and looked around. She would be people watching until Edward got here, if he did.

[Edward Cullen]

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His eyes scanned the short rows of dancing letters, his eyebrows furrowing. The mall? Why would Jane go there. With a sigh, Edward glanced once around his room. He was casually seated on the edge of the golden bed. Bella wasn't around. He had last seen her a week and half ago. Too long, in other words. A frown graced his beautiful features and he rose to his feet, setting down the letter on the bed and made his way to the door. Without another word, he flew down the stairs -- only being a pale blue -- and went out the door in two seconds. And then he hit the vast forest. He didn't stop, his hair tousled as usual. It was nothing to be surprised about anymore. He didn't cease his pace until the woodlands began to gradually melt into civilization. As Edward slowed down, he caught a whiff of Janes scent. Smiling grimly, he recalled how Alice and Rosalie had transformed her into some city girl. His mind was still clogged with random thoughts. In fact, he thought the Mall would be the last place Jane would ever decide to go. Guess he was wrong. He slowed into a casual walk as he reached the town and he raised his hand to run his fingers through his bronze hair.

Reaching the mall, he pushed the doors open and walked in, his eyes darting around to see any sign of the small vampire. All he had to do was spot the palest girl here. And it didn't take long for him to catch up to her. He cautiously put a few inches between them, folding his arms across his chest. Ever since she joined, he had the hardest time adapting. It had been weeks since she joined and he still felt that wisp of hatred. Alice seemed to enjoy her company, however. As well the others. Edward had refused to let Jane see Bella yet. And thankfully Jane had not yet found out about the wedding. Or so he thought.
"Jane," He greeted casually, losing his train of thought. "You wanted to talk?"

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"Jane,You wanted to talk?"Jane spun at the sound of her name being spoken. Her hair whipping around her face, blocking her sight. As he spin was coming to a halt she hit something, something hard. Jane staggered back as she Blinked in confusion. When did that wall get there? Jane cursed at herself as she looked up, and her brain decided to work. It wasn't a wall that she hit, it was he godlike brother she hit. Jane sighed, "Edward," Jane said her eyes falling to the ground. Over the last few weeks Jane had learned to not make eye contact ever. But she had to be strong if she wanted to get her point across,right? janes golden orbs looked up to Edward as she continued more talking to herself than him. "Your probably wondering why I wanted you here, and here of all places." Get to the point, she told herself. "Well I thought here because we are both 'safe'. If that was eyer a problem. And--" Jane cut off looking at her fingers. Why was she so nervous? why did she act like this, he can't touch her here. "I wanted to talk about our relationship.. Or more of a lack of one." Jane was surprised to see many people still staring at them. They must stare more often than jane thought.

[Edward Cullen]

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[/b]" He started, gaining his balance. He gazed down at her, blinking slowly, as she stared at the ground.
"I wanted to talk about our relationship.. Or more of a lack of one."
Edward arched an eyebrow and nodded once. It didn't sound half that bad. Besides what was the harm in a small talk? Though he didn't like being here. Perhaps Rosalie and Alice enjoyed this place but he didn't for many various reasons. "I would've chose some place else if I were you." He said, smiling ruefully.


o.o.c;; suckyyy.
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"I would've chose some place else if I were you."Jane Blinked as his tone was casual, something he hadn't gotten from him in a while. She was actually fairly surprised that he came. Jane had been banking on her waiting all day and have been almost "stood up" so to speak. So now she stood in front of Edward, the most wanted me in this small little town. He was taken of course, by bella. But what surprised her was the Bella hadn't been there in at least two weeks. She would have at least expected Edward to go find her, make sure she was ok. Jane just shook her head, she was overreacting, once again. "Well I came to the mall because I thought it would be the safest place." Jane started starting to walk, she didn't know where but she had to move."You from me, and me from you." she answered simply. Letting her eyes gaze up to Edward. How lucky bella was, Stupid! jane roared at herself, He's your brother!

[Edward Cullen]

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[/b]" His tone was casual. As if he found nothing odd about their relationship. Though he was distracted momentarily by her train of thought. Before he allowed himself to go even deeper in her thoughts, he grimaced at her direction. He had to stop. Many times before in the past had he caught himself staring at her. Edward never acted this way. It was highly unlikely.
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Jane watched her brother. It didn't seem that he was doing anything, just thinking. Jane frowned as it looked like her was almost reading a book.Was he reading her thought's? Did hi know what she was thinking? Edward? she asked watching him from the corner of her eye.

"Sure then. So..uhm, what's bugging you about our 'relationship'?"

"To start, I feel like your shunning me. Like I'm different ad you don't want me here.I fell left alone, when I'm around you because you don't speak unless you have to. You won't let me even talk to Bella, even just to apologize. And I still get the feeling you want to kill me." Jane said, her words coming fast, to fast for human ears. Jane really was hurt by this. She wanted to be with his family, but it was still the same. She averted her gaze, she didn't want him to see her like this.

[Edward Cullen]

fall into your sunlight,

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[/b] WARNING ! this post may be crappy.

His eyes bored endlessly down at the ground, listening. Listening for the lullabied words she spoke in her mind. When he heard his name being called, he glanced up -- confused -- and met Jane's gaze. "Yes?" He asked, puzzled. The tension dragged between them, forming a personal bubble around the two. These days it was so easy to become so intent on a conversation. Several pairs of eyes rested on Edward and Jane, the words they spoke mentally awed and curios. Edward ignored them and peered at Jane, golden optics gradually sinking to an unfathomable state.

"To start, I feel like your shunning me. Like I'm different ad you don't want me here.I fell left alone, when I'm around you because you don't speak unless you have to. You won't let me even talk to Bella, even just to apologize. And I still get the feeling you want to kill me."

To his surprise, he chuckled unintentionally. It was an involuntary sound. "Jane, for starters, you are different. You come from a highly-respected family and you used to be royal, for that matter. But you were also unknown. And would there be any reason for myself to oblige you with a conversation?" He murmured quietly; a curious note to his soft tone. Edward continued. "No, No..not kill. I don't want to kill you, Jane. But I am, " He paused as he searched his mind for the appropriate words. "Curious."
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Jane crossed her arms as Edward looked up looking around slightly. Jane just shook her head,
"I didn't say anything." Jane said keeping her eye on the ground.

Jane, for starters, you are different. You come from a highly-respected family and you used to be royal, for that matter. But you were also unknown. And would there be any reason for myself to oblige you with a conversation?" He murmured quietly; a curious note to his soft tone. Edward continued. "No, No..not kill. I don't want to kill you, Jane. But I am, curious"

Jane looked up to Edward her eyes slightly hurt, "I want you to talk to me Edward. I want you to be my brother, I want you to care." Jane said tearing her eyes away from Edward. Maybe this wasn't a good Idea, her feeling were being thrashed. Why did this happen to her? Why? "Curious?" She asked her pained eyes looking back up. "Edward, can we go some where else? You were right. This isn't the best place." Jane looked down as the people continued, to stare at them. They were whispering, horrible things.

[Edward Cullen]

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His eyes flashed quickly up to her pale face, butterscotch optics calm. He did it again. Damn. Pressing his lips together firmly, he decided to not say anything else -- in case he answered her thoughts again. With blinding speed, he weaved himself away from the roots of her thoughts and folded his arms crossly.

"I want you to talk to me Edward. I want you to be my brother, I want you to care."

When she looked up at him, her eyes were pained. He grimaced sourly and swiftly glanced away from her and out into the jumbled crowd. "You think that's so easy," He murmured -- mostly to himself before turning to look at Jane yet again. There was no way around it. Edward was irrevocably stubborn. "No," He said -- keeping calm. "I promised Bella we could be together forever and somehow that almost changed. I give you credit do that." His tone was becoming sour, even after the weeks Jane had spent in the Cullens house -- he had developed some rudeness to her. Why? He had no idea, perhaps it was a habit.

He nodded brusquely. "Yes, Curious. I'll tell you later though." To his surprise, she agreed with his previous words.

"Edward, can we go some where else? You were right. This isn't the best place."

"Very well. I suppose the woods would be the best place?" His tone was unfathomable, his eyes never averting to her face.


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Jane's face stayed unchanging while Edward crossed his arms. He must have gotten the message, though she didn't mean to press it that hard. Jane sighed as Edward looked swiftly away from her. Jane growled slightly, how could he be so rude.

"No," He said -- keeping calm. "I promised Bella we could be together forever and somehow that almost changed. I give you credit do that."

Jane growled again as a woman and her child looked at her, "Your marring her."Jane said letting her hand drop to her side. Everything clicked, in the forest with the fight, not why he wouldn't let her get close, he already loved some one. "Thats why you won't let me close, why you won't take me in as a sister. Because bella's your life right?" She asked, a now sour tone in her voice, "Well if anything does happen to your life bella, treating your family like this will not help you." Jane said turning away. She never expected Edward to go so low, but I guess he would. Her quick feet tapped ever so slightly as she heard him speak again, she whispered. "If you Really want to talk, meet me there."

[Edward Cullen]

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[/i][/color] To Edward, it sounded more of a statement of fact than a question. He wasn't surprised at all by her words.

"Yes, I am." He answered simply, his alabaster arms still crossed ruefully. He wouldn't dare tell her of the other plans -- not even after frequent prying or begging.

"Thats why you won't let me close, why you won't take me in as a sister. Because bella's your life right?" She asked, a now sour tone in her voice, "Well if anything does happen to your life bella, treating your family like this will not help you."

Before he could contain it, a feral growl lashed at her direction -- coming from deep within his chest. Any human would've thought the two were playing. But his eyes didn't glance over to them at all, they remained locked on Jane. "You will never be my sister." The words whipped out harshly, and he looked around -- searching for the person who had said the cold-hearted words before realization dawned on his face. It was he who had spoken. When did he become such a cruel monster towards her? His eyes dimmed of the anger and he huffed, leaning away from her. "Anyways, I'm treating my family just fine. They love Bella too, you know. At least they realize how much I care for her."

Soon enough, his muscles slackened and he regained his collected posture as before. People continued to stare, Edward payed no mind to them. He was already used to the occasional glances, stares, from the students that attended Forks High school. The very place he had met Bella in Biology. That was so long ago, nearly about three years ago or so. He clearly recalled how he couldn't read her thoughts, the sincere reason he had become so interested in her. For everyone's else thoughts he could hear just perfectly -- and some thoughts he had come across, sometimes he wish he hadn't. Most students at Forks High school had exceptionally very vulgar, vile thoughts in which Edward detested. Especially the boys on Bella's first day.

Snapping back to the present, not even realizing he was absorbed in his seductive thoughts, he peered at Jane -- barely catching her words. With one curt nod, he lingered back while Jane went on through the Mall doors -- toe the forest where he had suggested earlier. Honestly, he didn't want to talk to her but then again, he did. Edward couldn't decided whether to talk to her or not, did he really want to read her mind again? No, not really but every now and then Edward found himself lightly intrigued by the things she said.

With his decision set, he lurched forward and loped gracefully through the doors which slid open obediently. Once he reached the edge of the civilized town, he took off full-speed into the forest.

o.o.c;;
well someone is grumpy today. 0:
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Jane heard every word of his snarling remark, and it hurt bad. She couldn't really fit in here, like he said, never a sister. Jane was far away from the fortress people actually call a mall before she sat looking at the sky. It was still a clear morning. Everything was bright as Jane let her head fall into her hands, how was she going to get through this. He was marring Bella, and there was probably no way around it. He hit her hard enough to blow her away without even touching her.

The trees swiveled around her head as she actually thought o his words. You will never be my sister.Anyways, I'm treating my family just fine. They love Bella too, you know. At least they realize how much I care for her." Jane lifted her head out of her hands, I guess there was no way around it then, she would never truly become a cullen, and Edward would always just be out of reach.

His bronze hair , rich golder eyes, and tight arms would always be Bella's. Jane sighed as she soon though he was still getting back at her. She didn't even touch bella and he hated her, he must really love her. she thought letting her mind drift into emptiness, she couldn't understand why, why her? She tried to be loving, she really wanted to care, but Edward just wouldn't let that happen. He wouldn't let her in, even for a moment. It was if she was still standing outside, wanting to come in, with his jeering face digging into hers. She would never get in, never.

[Edward Cullen]

fall into your sunlight,

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o.o.c;;
heh. short. D=
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Jane looked up as Edwards frame looked over her. Her soft gold eyes looking at the ground. Was there anyway to get him to believe her? She couldn't talk as his icy words hit her cutting deep in where his other words started. Why Edward, she thought looking up. What do in need to do? She asked flipping through her thoughts picking out ones to help her calm down. Jane watched herself being thrown out of the Volturi once more and her eyes blinked, thinking hard, she had a conversation with Alec once. Then her thoughts blinked out and showed Bella happily in Edward arms. "I don't want her." she put up her hands in defeat. What do you want Edward, she asked again, the tone of her thoughts mellow. "HOw can I help you," she asked through her teeth. She wanted to make him happy, and it was being hard on her.